CW: In depth Discussion of rape, pedophilia, grooming, manipulation, emotional abuse, violence, torture, suicide, pedo-jacketing, rape apologia, objectification, animal cruelty, infanticide, sexual harassment, and human trafficking . This piece will deal with some very heavy subject matter.

All claims of illegal activity are alleged.

So here we are, the second predator expose piece in one month, both from the same group of people. Anyone ready to admit that I was right yet, because the “rapist in video game font” bit has gotten old. But yeah, this time it’s Courtney Peet, anyone remember her? She’s probably more commonly known as “Courtney Orchard,” because her sister Lily Orchard uses that same last name, despite the fact that it’s not her real surname, and just wants to fuck with one of her grooming victims. She also uses the username “Pleasetiemyshoes,” because of course someone who collects CSA survivors to sexually exploit in Discord server that contains minors needs a very childish and pedophilic sounding username.

Okay, I’m probably going to need to clear some things up for those not involved in all this. Some of you may be thinking “Wait a minute, I thought Lily was the sexual predator and Courtney was her victim, you telling me that I got them mixed up?” Well actually, they both are, and their brother Cameron also is… all allegedly of course. The best thing I can say about Courtney is that, unlike her siblings, no one has come forward to accuse her of rape… oh wait, Lily has, but that was after Courtney accused Lily and Lily lies a lot… but so does Courtney…

For the sake of clarity, I don’t have much of a history with Lily Orchard and most of my knowledge of her is second hand. The only time I’ve ever really watched one of her videos was back when she was copying Zero Punctuation, and I barely remember the content of those videos. Since then, I’ve known her as that girl who gets mad at cartoons for not having lesbians but then gets mad at cartoons like Stephen Universe, Legend of Korra, and She-Ra that have lesbians. She also really dislikes a certain game about incest despite the fact that she’s supposedly done an incest with her sister, so I just don’t know what to believe.

In all seriousness, I’m going to avoid speaking about Lily for a few reasons, mostly because the rest of the internet has already done so to death. Lily Orchard is a case study in how you can have enough rage and furor to move the Earth, but it still won’t do shit if you pick the worst possible people as the figureheads of your movement. Terrible leaders don’t just destroy their own credibility, they drag down their entire cause with them whenever they fuck up. It’s the same reason that Donald Trump is going to be President again; because the bad guys don’t need to be respected, they just need to drag you down to their level.

Currently, the most comprehensive take down video on Lily Orchard is Joon the King’s video, but that shit doesn’t matter because he just had to throw a transphobic thumbnail on the video because getting extra clicks from the drama parasite audience was too tempting. If you don’t believe me, just look at his transphobia infested comment section. This, in turn, discredits this video among the trans community, who Lily’s content is most likely to appeal to. All of this is without going into Essence of Thought’s disastrous coverage, or the fact Star Giant Production, a major critic of Lily’s, was recently outted as a sexual predator.

That being said, there was one other mistake in Joon’s video, and that was the extent to witch he trusted Brittany Johnson. Like Courtney, Brittany is a former acquaintance of Lily’s who has spent the last ten years trying to take her down. This would not be a problem, if it weren’t for the fact that Brittany, like many of the Kiwi Farms adjacent drama parasites, are so obviously full of shit. For instance, she is claiming to have gotten DMs from anonymous sources, claiming to have seen Lily posting on Dark Web CP sites using pseudonyms that were outted several years ago. Just one problem, WHY were they on these CP sites to begin with!!!???

I’d be able to pass this off as Brittany believing some random lunatic if it wasn’t for the fact that another anonymous source claimed that Lily also had accounts on Sankaku Complex, a surface web site that allows loli content and that once again, she did so using aliases that were outted for quite some time. The idea that Lily, someone who has been stalked for a number of years, would not simply pick a different alias, is fucking absurd, and anyone who believes this shit has to be brain damaged. That being said, Brittany has been one of the strongest proponents of this bit of info, with her even mentioning it in Joon the King’s video. It’s so fucking obvious that either Brittany, or any one of these lunatics created these accounts and liked a bunch of 3D loli shit, because they are so desperate to get one up on Lily.

I also noticed that Britt, much like Courtney, is going pretty hard on defending Blake Diamond so that she can attack Patchwork Heart, who made a video outting him as a groomer. In the same post, Britt also suggests that Patchy is a predator because he didn’t want someone with POCD to get kicked out of college. Once again, I have to remind you all that Blake Diamond has literally molested Patchy’s adopted child and threatened to have Patchy trafficked, and the response of both Britt and Courtney is to not only defend Blake, but to fake claim Lily’s abuse of Patchy.

I don’t want to spend too much time talking about Britt, because I won’t be the least bit surprised if she is the next one to be outted as a predator and I have to write one of these articles about her. That being said, she’s recently attacked Heloise for sharing a document written by Fennec outting Courtney Peet for running a Discord server where she regularly discussed sex, drugs, and other 18+ topics with minors as young as 13. Due to the amount of infighting in the Lily hate brigade, you have supporters of Courtney and of Milena attacking each other for defending a predator, while insisting that the predator that they stan is perfectly innocent. And you wonder how Lily still has a platform!

So, this recent document was actually not the first time that someone posted a Document detailing Courtney Peet’s creepy and abusive behavior, the first of these being from Night Wyld, who has since gotten gaslit into recanting it. That being said, I have both Docs saved, and it is highly recommended that one reads through both if they want a full picture of Courtney Peet’s depravity.

Courtney Orchard: Wolf In Sheep’s Clothing
The Truth About Courtney Peet

So, I’ve already discussed the contents of Night Wyld’s Docs in a previous article, so I’m just going to go ahead and quote that.

The key points made against Courtney are as follows.

• Courtney has killed the baby of a meth addicted homeless woman and has repeatedly bragged about it.
• Sent nudes to Poppy and claimed Poppy did revenge porn against her because she told her friends that she sent them.
• Threatened to doxx poppy and made also made threats on her life.
• Has made a lot of unsourced claims of Poppy engaging in sexual harassment (See Courtney’s entire online presence), while providing no evidence of the, while Poppy has the receipts to show Courtney was lying.
• Admitted to lying to and sexually manipulating Poppy to access her platform.
• Has wished death on her sister’s kids. Stating “I hope she outlives them and has to buy child shaped coffins.”
• Has claimed I’m a pedophile based on the claims of Cassandra Mel and Ivad Yurei, both of whom are actual pedophiles who have preyed on children.
• Has attacked fellow Lily Orchard victim Patchwork Heart by sharing posts by Blake Diamond, yet another predator who told Patchwork he would “pimp him and his girlfriends at knifepoint” and “listen to him get bitchmade over and over again.”
• Started a harassment campaign against Night Wyld and even deliberately used a trigger phrase against him, that stems from trauma as a victim of human trafficking.
• Admitted to using Kiwi Farms.

Since this Doc was released, Courtney went on to claim that Pedophilia OCD is not real so she could continue to attack me. Only problem is, she admitted to having POCD while she was on Poppy’s stream. So I guess that means Courtney Orchard is a confessed pedophile. Though she later backtracked and said POCD exists, but claimed I’m faking it, which makes her look SO much better. By the way, she also claimed Poppy molested her cousin as a child (it was the other way around and her cousin molested her), yet she admitted on Poppy’s stream that she re-enacted some of her own sexual abuse on other children. So uhh, by her own standards, she’s a confessed OFFENDING pedophile.

Good fucking God, I called it AGAIN!! That’s two different predators that I have accurately predicted in my writing. Amazing how much heartache could have been avoided if you all listened to what I was trying to tell you. So, for those unaware, Fennec’s document goes into significantly more damning territory than Night Wyld’s does. The document in question showcases Courtney’s racism, antisemitism, transphobia, and ableism, which is to be expected because she’s a fucking Kiwi Farmer. That being said, it also demonstrates that she fetishizes black women, which is creepy as all hell, but is nothing compared to what’s to come.

One troubling revelation that is lost amidst all the pedo shit is the fact that Courtney has pulled a Kristi Noem, and has killed pets that she couldn’t take care of, rather than finding a home for them. As Fennec has pointed out, Euthanasia can only be performed by a licensed veterinarian under Nova Scotia law, meaning that Courtney has broken animal cruelty laws. For goodness sake, was bragging about infanticide was not cartoonishly evil enough?

You know, I actually only skimmed each of the sections about her being a bigoted piece of shit, and now I’m wondering if I should take a closer look, because I almost didn’t notice her going full Cruella De Vil. I’m genuinely shocked that this person has tried to claim any sort of moral high ground against anyone, much less attempt to pedo-jacket me for having POCD. I didn’t even know about this second document when I started writing this piece. What actually prompted me to write this was Alchemist Dreamers telling me about the fucked up shit she did to him when he was in his server. I’ll just go ahead and share my logs with Chem. I will be copy-pasting the text, but you can see the screenshots here.

Alchemist Dreamers: You know how we get feelings of s/cidality?

Me: Yeah.

Alchemist Dreamers: We had shared a lot of feelings of wanting to commit. We also shared that we have an account on the controversial website SanctionedSuicide. Courtney said that she’d rather discuss stuff like that with her instead of the site where I have friends that understand me.
The way she wanted to do this reminded me of how my ex, Casper, would try to isolate me from my friends. It made me feel bad and like I couldn’t talk to Poppy or Zena. I couldn’t say anything other than how much I wanted to die until I talked to my therapist. She said to talk with Poppy and Zena. Once I did, they realized that NightWyld was being predatory towards me by leading me back to Courtney.
I didn’t want to ruin your mental health or make you more s/cidal sharing this. – Merin
I’m sorry
so sorry

Me: It’s okay, I just needed to get up to get a drink.
But yeah, that is fucked up. Trying to isolate you from the people that cared about you, she quite literally put your life at risk.

Alchemist Dreamers: I want to die more from remembering those days
They were awful

Me: *Hugs him close* It’s okay, Courtney can’t hurt you anymore.

Alchemist Dreamers: I didn’t know there was predator behavior there until Poppy said there was. The shame and disappointment from Zena
It was horrible
I thought I was going to lose everybody

Me: There are a few more questions I have, these will mostly pertain to a piece I write about Courtney later on. If it’s too much for you, we can stop.

Alchemist Dreamers: Will try to remember since we try not to remember much of the events
but will try best to push through

Me: Do you remember anything Courtney did or said that was particularly damaging or hurtful?

Alchemist Dreamers: That she would rather me discuss methods and ideas and all my NSFL s/cidal thoughts with her rather than on the site or elsewhere
because I was tired of being tut-tutted and told “oh, just don’t do it bc x,y,z reason”

Me: Is it accurate to say that she made your ideations about her rather than you?

Alchemist Dreamers: sort of, it’s rather complicated
like, the ideations were still mine, but also she wanted to indulge in them
Which didn’t seem like an approach that I was able to find often, which was releaving to an extent (yes, ik, we’re fucked up), but also the fact that she didn’t want me to use that site in particular is just odd
She doesn’t seem to discuss it like you and I
She appears to find some sort of odd idk fascination (?) in that type of NSFL thing, which I feel like I forced the topic bc I was so s/cidal at the time and my filter just wasn’t there when it really should’ve been
I admit, I have faults in shit too
I’m not innocent

Me: When you say that she liked to indulge in these ideations, and that she had these fascinations, would it be accurate to say that she’s more interested in hearing about the fucked up ideations and thoughts as a sort of morbid curiosity or even in a fetishistic sense rather than actually helping you feel safer and working through your difficult feelings?

Alchemist Dreamers: Yes

Me: That’s incredibly disturbing.
On her part of course.

Alchemist Dreamers: I never realized how bad it was until I talked to my therapist

Me: Do you personally believe she has some sort of perverted fascination with your mental state? I ask because this is my assumption, but I want to ask if you feel that way based on your experience.

Alchemist Dreamers: In what type of perverted? Like sexual?

Me: Yeah, at least that’s where my mind goes. Although it isn’t necessarily better if it’s a different type.

Alchemist Dreamers: I don’t think she gets off on it like that, at least I hope the fuck not! If I had to guess, the only type of perversion I can think of is one where she would want (from me) to talk about my ideations and talk about the logistics of different s/cide methods can or can’t work, stuff like how the old ASH forums had back in the day. ASH = Alt S/cide Holiday for context

Me: Courtney has always had a morbid fascination with violence tbh.

Alchemist Dreamers: So it lines up with something(?)

Me: Yeah, the fact that she favors NightWyld also plays into all of this as well.

Alchemist Dreamers: because if so, that actually puts my mind at some type of ease, albeit in a macabre sense.

Alchemist Dreamers: She favours both us and NW
She admits to missing us and all that lovebombing stuff

Me: How curious, she favors two young CSA survivors who have been subjected to violent assault, and who have intrusive violent thoughts.

Alchemist Dreamers: She didn’t seem to want to help us with moving on from bad events, but she was fine with us discussing NSFL s/cidal thoughts…

Me: Kinda concerning considering there are also minors in her Discord Server.

Alchemist Dreamers: It didn’t make sense. It still doesn’t make sense.

Alchemist Dreamers: This is true. I believe there’s a 16(?) year old in there last I remember

Me: It isn’t evidence that she’s a sexual predator, but at the same time, most of the internet would not be so charitable. I’ve seen people get accused for far less. Wasn’t there also that GodofAmphibeans kid? Wasn’t he like 15?

Alchemist Dreamers: I don’t think so, but I don’t know
My memory hazed on that. Sorry

Me: I remember that kid was really puritanical and was bothering Poppy a lot. Also Milena picked on him, and blamed a gimmick account that she created on him.

Alchemist Dreamers: Kiera was in her server
and she was even more scarily predatory
I got so scared looking back that I try to blot that out, but even then, the fake PR promises and “””help””””
I still don’t believe her “apology” or her words about how she cares about me

Me: Oh God, what did Keira do?

Alchemist Dreamers: She doesn’t care, Kiera never cared
SHE DOES NOT CARE
She’s a liar liar liar liar liar
She tried to convince us of how Poppy and Zena were horrible people

Me: I’m so sorry you had to deal with these people, I promise you, I will keep you safe from them.

Alchemist Dreamers: and it made us more s/cidal

Me: Ah, so she put your safety at risk due to her grudge against Zena and Poppy. Wonderful person ain’t she?
Being sarcastic obviously.

Alchemist Dreamers: ahaaaaaaaaaaaa
I do not trust or like Kiera
Kiera only cared about us when we ping her
At least, that’s how she was in Poppy and Zena’s server when she was a mod
and when we didn’t, she wouldn’t engage
In Courtney’s server, she and one of her friends immediately hopped into a private thread where we dumped our vents to keep them from clogging the main area
Isn’t that creepy and weird?

Me: Yeah, that is pretty weird.

Alchemist Dreamers: It felt like there were eyes watching me

Me: God, why are there so many people who are fixated on your vent thoughts? It’s so creepy!

Alchemist Dreamers: ikr?
I’m not special
I’m just a nobody who’s depressed

Me: Yes! Not to mention, Poppy was talking about how much Keira defending Beanstalker, and was also suggesting that Keira would be the next member of the hate campaign to be metoo-ed.

Alchemist Dreamers: mhm

Me: For people who like to attack Poppy and I over sexual shit, there’s always these weird, fetishistic, undertones to their behavior. It’s always these puritanical types I swear to Christ.

Alchemist Dreamers: mhm

Me: Nothing creepy at all about someone who specifically messages the youngest and most vulnerable members of the group to try and steal them away.

Alchemist Dreamers: b r u h

Me: Was it Keira or Courtney who has the idea to isolate you and have you confide your ideations to them only?

Alchemist Dreamers: Courtney

Me: I see. It’s quite unsettling.

Alchemist Dreamers: Just a normal Sunday at the Peet/Orchard family

As difficult as it was to write my expose about Milena, at the very least, she didn’t sexually abuse someone close to me. And yes, I am choosing to refer to Courtney’s actions as sexual abuse, because that is what they are. I was willing to offer some benefit of the doubt when all I knew was Chem’s testimony and assume it might have been some form of emotional self harm, but after reading Fennec’s Doc, I have no doubt that Courtney’s fixation on Chem was sexually motivated.

It is because of all of this that these revelation about Courtney have brought out a level of disgust and hatred that even Milena didn’t manage to evoke. It’s not as if Milena is less deserving of this disgust, but I expected this from her. As much as I have detested Courtney, I must confess, I expected better of her, despite all of the obvious red flags.

It was tough to re-read my convo with Alchemist Dreamers, and I’m sure the contents demonstrates why. This is all even more concerning with the fact that Night Wyld rejoined her server. Having not only read his document, but having had numerous conversations with Night Wyld where he claimed to be traumatized by Courtney’s actions, it’s not possible for me to view this as an abuse victim returning to their abuser after having been successfully conditioned to view themselves as the abuser.

And I also need to discuss Kreise, since she was mentioned…actually fuck this shit. Keira Weed has lost her anonymity privileges, and I will be referring to her by her real name from this point on. Yes, her last name is Weed, this isn’t some stupid 420 joke or anything. This is the third sexual predator that she’s done dirty work for (The other two being Noehflake/Heyleigh Fletcher and Milena Harirsaz), I’m done fucking around. I only found out that Milena was a serial rapist because one of her victims found my article from searching her full name. I have less doubts than ever that Keira has something to hide as well.

One thing that Night Wyld has not posted about publicly, is the fact that he was talking to Keira for a few months prior to his switch, and during those first few convos, Night Wyld recognized Keira’s manipulation for what it is. I even covered their convo in a previous piece, which I’d advise reading for yourself. The convo quite clearly displays Keira attempting to groom Night Wyld into facilitating criminal behavior, and at one point, she even told Night Wyld “you are easy to manipulate.” Knowing what I do about Keira’s past behavior, the harassment and abuse Night Wyld was subjected to, and what was revealed about Courtney and Milena, there’s no way I can view this as anything more than indoctrination.

Speaking of which, how many of you were aware that during Keira’s attempts to indoctrinate Night Wyld, that they had to specifically set up a server where all of the usual anti poppy figures were present except Milena? What do you think it says about any sort of group when the architect behind their entire movement has to be kept away from potential new recruits? Shit genuinely reminds me of how these Hollywood predators needed to have someone accompanying them on set to make sure they don’t touch any of the girls.

Oh, and Keira proceeded to have Alchemist Dreamers confide directly in Courtney, instead of his own therapist. What we are seeing is a pattern of abusers attempting to set themselves up as a greater authority on abuse than trained mental health professionals. Between Milena trying to get in contact with Poppy’s therapist, to Courtney trying to get Chem to confide in her instead of his own therapist, and even the fact that this entire harassment campaign is directed at a licensed clinician, there is an underlying goal to undermine the field of mental health. Perhaps they are doing this because trained professionals are the ones most likely to recognize this type of abuse for what it is.

But I should probably get back to the contents of Fennec’s document, since I haven’t even discussed the worst of things. That being said, I want you all to remember just how many people have been covering for Courtney Peet when this stuff was out in the open in her server. I can somewhat understand Milena since it was only recently that she was outted as a rapist, but this stuff was going in in Courtney’s server for quite some time, and there’s no excuse for anyone involved to have not said anything. Just to give you an idea of how bad the situation with Courtney’s Discord is, the section about “teenagers” starts on page 19 and ends on page 47. Over half of the 52 page document is dedicated to Courtney being inappropriate with teenagers.

The section opens with two quotes from an anonymous user who claims to have been a part of Courtney’s server as a minor, who talks about how the 18+ stoner clubhouse channel was not properly age gated, and that Courtney instead opted to say that any minor who used the channel would be banned. The user then claims this wasn’t true, because they spoke in the channel multiple times without even being warned.

The same anonymous user goes on to claim that Courtney had told them that they are very photogenic and should be a model, and that she had brought up this person’s appearance in multiple DMs with other people, while also falsely claiming them to be over 18. I should note that the Doc does not include a screenshot of either of these claims, so I can’t verify if they are true or not. That being said, this is also the least damning of the evidence against Courtney, and there’s more than sufficient evidence of the rest.

The next section of the Doc has Courtney venting her suicidal ideation to a 17 year old, putting this teen in a position where they are made to feel responsible for her, and creating an unhealthy power dynamic. Some important context to this is that Courtney was in her 30s at the time that this occurred, and yet she’s forcing this immense responsibility onto someone much younger. This is a form of parentification, a form of abuse in which a child is forced to act as a caretaker to their parent or parental figure. Keep in mind, the 17 in this question literally referred to Courtney as “mom,” meaning that they view her as some form of parental figure, which makes this dynamic highly inappropriate, especially in an environment for victims of grooming and CSA.

Following this, is a section where Courtney told Fennec how the mother of a 14 year old in her server was upset with her because she was talking to the 14 year old about the “average age for an orgasm” and the effects of puberty, and how the mother was childish for not wanting their 14 year old child talking to a stranger about sex. Courtney’s defense was, I kid you not, that it’s how she’d explain this to her own kid, not her “child bride.”

Courtney, what the actual hell? I’ve seen people get their lives ruined for saying less creepy shit to minors. Like literally have seen people get doxxed and swatted for shit far less creepy than this. Ignoring the fact that Courtney accidentally confessed to having a child bride… I assume that was some bizarre Freudian slip for the sake of my sanity, there’s the fact that she genuinely doesn’t understand that you should NOT talk to young people this way.

And yes, this on its own could just be seen as her genuinely trying to help someone, but the important question is, what kind of environment is Courtney’s server like for a 14 year old to just go up and ask an adult that? Isn’t this a server for survivors of CSA? Why is Courtney’s response to tell this 14 year old that they shouldn’t ask adults questions like this, because adults that talk to children about sex are usually taking advantage of them. Many of them will also present themselves as if they are helping these children as a means of getting closer to them, and hearing their intimate details… much like what Courtney did to Alchemist Dreamers.

Even before the Fennec Doc was dropped, Courtney was known to have a history of this. In fact, Courtney’s most well known grooming victim doesn’t even realized she was groomed by her, and I didn’t realize it until just now. This is in spite of the fact that Courtney has directly confessed to it. The victim in question is none other than Poppy Diabolique. And yes, adults can be victims of grooming, I was literally a victim of it myself.

Courtney has directly admitted to flirting with and seducing Poppy in an attempt to gain access to her platform, so she get get her revenge against Lily. I initially assumed this was a lie that Courtney told so she could claim that her incest based sexual fantasies weren’t real and that Poppy was the one who forced them on her. However, some things make a lot more sense with the narrative that Courtney was always manipulating Poppy for her own benefit. It suddenly makes a lot more sense why Courtney was willing to immediately leap to threatening violence on the person who risked her career to expose her rapist.

Courtney was more than willing to flirt with and to even send nudes to Poppy in a direct attempt to convince her she had genuine feelings, and when Poppy stopped listening to her demands, she felt retroactive disgust towards Poppy, and decided to accuse her of revenge porn. She did all of this without any evidence, because you can’t provide evidence for something that doesn’t exist, and proceeded to join Milena’s hate mob. This sort of selective honesty on her part really puts some stuff she said into perspective.

The staggering level of dishonesty on my part makes me question everything she’s ever said, and yes, that includes her claims about Lily. I will say outright, abuse definitely happened in that family, and Lily is a deeply fucked up person. That being said, Lily’s repeated claims that her stalkers are a bunch of rapists, perverts, and Nazis suddenly seems a lot more valid considering how much they overlap with Poppy’s stalkers who are also rapists, perverts, and Nazis. I don’t doubt that a decent amount of her testimony regarding her upbringing with Lily is true, but one has to remember, she doesn’t need to create a story from scratch, she just has to take out and replace the parts she doesn’t like. I’ve even seen her backtrack on whether or not Lily was a survivor of CSA, having said that she was in her interview with Poppy, and later claiming that Lily fabricated CSA because she literally wants to be Courtney.

I’m sorry, but I cannot in good conscience trust the testimony of someone who will mindlessly believe a rando who claims they saw Lily on Dark Web cheese pizza onion sites asking for CP that looks like her sister, as a reputable source, especially since we’ve never had anything to go by other than her word. Do I believe she was raped by Lily? Yes, I do, but that’s all I believe. Nothing else she says, including the way that her abuse happened, is something I can trust. If she’s willing to lie this flagrantly and maliciously about someone who tried to help her, what do you think she’ll say about her rapist? It’s all fun and games until you realize that she’s probably been using this level of dishonesty and toxicity against literal children. I’m not done with the Doc by the way.

The Doc then proceeds to describe how Courtney tried to track down the location of the same minor as before and tried to find them a job, and then she starts describing sex acts under the guise of “giving ammo to fight back against bullies.” Note that this is literally a minor describing being sexually harassed by another child, and her advice is to “sexually harass them back” She then gives him advice on how to smoke weed. Once again, this is a 30+ year old giving a minor drug advice.

Courtney proceeds to claims that she’s this child’s actual mother, and that this child should not listen to their actual family. She even asks to talk to the child’s actual parents to try and win their trust. Keep in mind, this is after she has repeatedly had sexual conversations with this child, which their parents were uncomfortable with.

Okay, serious conversation about this type of thing. I’ve likely already provided enough for any sane person to want to send Courtney to the guillotine, but there is an underlying topic that needs to be discussed. What is often overlooked in discussions about protecting children from groomers, is the reason why so many children trust random strangers over their own parents. Often times, the issue is hand waved with a generic “don’t let kids on the internet,” as if child abuse never happens at home, in spite of the fact that it’s where it’s most common.

We frequently see children subjected to abuse as a result of right wing indoctrination, and there are increased attempts to legislate away any rights that kids have to defend themselves. The KOSA bill was inches away from passing earlier this year, and there are frequent bans on puberty blockers or abortions for teens that get pregnant. There’s also an increase in “parental rights” legislation meant to allow abusive parents to spy on their children at school. Abusers will often use the language of protecting children in order to promote the abuse of children, and the only way to discern whether or not they genuinely care about children, is whether they respect their agency.

But it’s also true that sometimes, kids are irrational and capable of doing bad things, and that there are points where parents need to intervene. There, unfortunately, is no one size fits all solution to this. I’ve probably heard a number of horror stories of kids stuck with abusive right wing parents, whose only outlet was online communities. And there may be some people who decide that it’s necessary to go against social norms or even risk breaking the law to do the job that these children’s parents should have done. I have no doubt that some people may view Courtney as someone going against the law in order to protect the greater good, and to help a group of vulnerable people with nowhere else to turn, because she knows herself what it’s like to grow up with no one there to help you, and because she doesn’t want anyone else to face that.

I’m sure that Courtney has convinced herself that this is what she’s doing, but it isn’t. If this is the case, then she wouldn’t throw other survivors, including other victims of your own abuser, under the bus for shit as petty as fictional kinks. If this was the case, then she’d take the time to understand the proper and safe way to look after a bunch of traumatized teenagers, and not engage in creepy behavior that traumatizes even her adult victims. She’d have listened after people like Night Wyld and Alchemist Dreamers spoke up about her mistreatment of them, and she certainly as hell would not have aligned herself with people like Milena in an attempt to destroy the life of someone who tried to help her.

The best possible interpretation of Courtney’s character is that she’s an idiot running into a burning building to save someone’s life, and that she makes it harder for the people’s whose job it actually is to do so. In reality, it’s more like she’s running inside because she left behind evidence that could prove she lit the building on fire to begin with, and doesn’t want the firefighters to see it. There’s one last image I need to share.

Yeah, that’s Courtney discussing torture methods in a server where minors can see. One of them even mentions a method that’s based around anal penetration. At least Courtney herself didn’t bring it up, but what does it say about this type of environment that others are in on it? Just remember, this is what she posted publicly. Just Imagine what she does in private.

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