CW: Descriptions of gore. To strip away everything that makes me me.I’d give up everything for that to be me.Start with my arms, my ability to resist, to punch, to hold.Then my legs, so I cannot leave, leave me as a living corpse.I can’t resist, I can’t fight back, now begin the alteration. Start by …
Poem #143: To Become Inhuman
How I long to cease to be.Deep inside the empty sea.Hints of hollow feelings and deep seeding,brief sparks of life buried down beneath.Sentience is a curse known only to the wise.Let me see the seams burst, lead to her demise.The sharp pain is unbearable, but also conceivable.The alternative is nothing, overflowing, overwhelming nothing.To derive pleasure …
Poem #142: Storm of Blood
CW: Heavy emphasis on blood and cannibalistic imagery. Irritating mass of flesh and walls, hatred stalls, maim me and stand up tall.If I can’t fight back I’ll spill my guts just so you have to clean them up.The vile storm of blood and guts sent my way, can’t give no more fucks until today.Trapped so …
Poem #141: Guts of Worms (NSFL)
CW: Insects, gore, and deeply uncomfortable sexual themes. I was NOT in a good place when I wrote this. Do not look down below, cross the bridge.Don’t fall down into the dark abyss.Don’t trip and plummet into the hell below.Don’t grasp for life, don’t let it show.Scream beg cry, reach inside.Move the pulsating flesh aside.Crawling, …
Poem #140: Revolution
My red guts burst from girth tumors burst forth towards the blistering light.Cracking bones and crackling tones of piercing red white and blue rights.You know your rights, but do you know your wrongs?To sit, their laughing while I’m seething, grief seeded in deep dense throngs.Like animals for the slaughter, you line us up, but we’ve …
Poem #139: Despite Everything
Note: This poem was originally posted on my Patreon account on August 23rd of 2022. If you’d like to see these poems when they are first put up then please consider pledging to my Patreon page.
Poem #138: My Little Girl
CW: Pedophilic and incestuous grooming imagery. This one is genuinely uncomfortable for me to read and to write, and is based on serious personal trauma.
Poem #137: Dead & Dirty
Note: This poem was originally posted on my Patreon account on July 14th of 2022. If you’d like to see these poems when they are first put up then please consider pledging to my Patreon page.
Poem #136: Cage
Note: This poem was originally posted on my Patreon account on May 21st of 2022. If you’d like to see these poems when they are first put up then please consider pledging to my Patreon page. CW: Abuse, grooming, gore suicidal ideation.
Poem #135: Dying Song
Note: This poem was originally posted on my Patreon account on May 6th of 2022. If you’d like to see these poems when they are first put up then please consider pledging to my Patreon page.