Note: This poem was originally posted on my Patreon account on May 23rd of 2021. If you’d like to see these poems when they are first put up then please consider pledging to my patreon page.
In a far off haze, my eyes wander
Thinking of future, further and farther.
I look to the past, yet how close it feels.
All time stands still through the thin veil.
I am every age at once, I am all my failures and greatest shames, yet I remain strong.
The fleeting sense of warmth, an eerie nostalgia of trauma for far too long.
I am lost, yet I know the way. I simply seek another.
Do I rush or do I wait? How long is forever?
The contradiction of my being.
My eternal dilemma.
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