CW: In depth Discussion of pedophillia, rape, grooming, CSEM, child abuse, DARVO, grooming, apologia for rape and pedophilia, stalking, doxxing, incest, attempted murder, and suicide. This piece will deal with some very heavy subject matter.

All claims of illegal activity are alleged. All evidence of illegal activity has been forward to the proper authorities.

It can always get worse, it always will get worse, and no one will care. I’m not shocked anymore, I’m just disgusted. One of the criticisms levied against my article on NuppyZ is that I “overplayed” my reactions to her pedophilic abuse of minors. I will wear that with pride. Child sexual abuse, and all other forms of child abuse for that matter, is disgusting, and people who don’t don’t agree with this are also disgusting. I dearly hope that this is an uncontroversial statement.

I hate writing articles like this. I hate it, but at the same time, I’m not going to let this become normal. I refuse to treat situations like this with anything less than the severity and urgency that they require, because the moment we stop doing that is the moment that predators like Rose Townes and Shane Andre Smith feel safe committing these heinous acts. And before anyone claims I’m preaching to the choir, I’m directing this at myself, because I am so fucking tired of writing about people like this.

And let me get one thing out of the way. Given that Usagi immediately threw Nuppy under the bus upon being outted, this has lead to their supporters getting in conflict with each other. So let me just say, they are both terrible people, and both of them belong in prison, and if you believe Usagi’s alibi that he was “baiting Nuppy” then you are an absolute fool, but also, there will be evidence to prove otherwise in this article. Before that, we will start from the beginning.

Even before Usagi got outted as a confessed child molester, he was no stranger to controversy. Usagi was previously known by the usernames Golden Xumai, Shimiku Kuzuwu, and Melia the Maid. Usagi’s first username, however, was Born2bnoob, where he had his first attempt as a Twitch streamer. I took a cursory look at the Twitter archives of this old account, and their posts, at first, consisted of them simping for sex workers in a very uncharismatic way. He would later pivot to whinging about twitch thots and sex workers in true incel fashion.

It’s easy to see what happened, Usagi realized that performatively being “nice” to women doesn’t get him pussy and that he needs to have genuine likability, charisma, and that he has to wipe his own ass for women to like him. And when he discovered that his “nice guy” routine didn’t work, he become bitter and misogynistic. Fun fact, it’s quite common for people in the incel community to support pederasty and rape. The most famous example was former political candidate Nathan Larson, who described himself as a “hebephilic rapist,” and later killed himself in prison after he was arrested for kidnapping and attempting to rape a 12 year old girl. Here’s to hoping that Usagi meets the same fate.

Throughout Usagi’s career, he would get called out repeatedly, whether it was for being a sex pest, being transphobic, or doing fucking BLACKFACE!!! And every time, he’s come back with a new brand. Eventually, he rebranded as Melia Koomins, or Melia the Maid. I just need to make a note here that sexualized, female Vtuber avatars are not a trans thing, Usagi is literally just a catfisher. During his Melia brand, he claimed to have atoned for all the racism, transphobia, and sex pestery in his past. That turned out not to be the case.

One of the first major incidents where Usagi was called out for pedophilia (that wasn’t people whining about loli) was from YumiPill, who leaked DMs of him asking for details of when it was caught masturbating as a child, and claimed that it was “hot” and “good age range for experimentation.” Yumi stated that it was in Jr High at the time, so they would have been 11-13 years old.

A similar incident would occur with Kishou, a 18 year old Vtuber that Usagi hit on. Usagi was 39 at the time. While this age gap is legal, it’s still pretty fucking creepy.

All of this would pale in comparison to what was later revealed about Usagi however. Before I go over these recent revelations, I need to fill people in with some of the more recent events with the Nuppy situation, and I’d highly suggest reading my previous article to be kept up to date regarding her. Namely, there’s the fact that her victim Eve has been the subject of a severe spike in harassment, including threats of rape and death, and even a full on attempt at murder towards her. Here is a small sample of the abuse she received.

The following set of screenshots were posted on Eve’s Youtube page. She would frequently delete these comments out of fear for her safety, but I have kept screenshots. These posts paint a gruesome picture.

Two of these comments describe an attempt on Eve’s life, most likely done committed by Nuppy’s friends. One of these attempts was to place cups mixed with bleach and rodent killer near her window, that was found by Eve’s dad. While bleach and rodent killer don’t create Mustard Gas, they can be used to create dangerous chemical compounds, and they could be injected through the gap in Eve’s window. Additionally, one of the threats against Eve specified the date of September 12th, a day where Eve’s parents were not around. These threats were from people who have studied Eve’s location and know her schedule. This was not just a case of some edgelords throwing out empty threats, they had fully attempted to kill her.

This brings a number of disturbing possibilities into the mix. It’s one thin for Nuppy to have preyed on children, but it’s another to have connections to people who are willing to kill a child in her name. Or perhaps, it’s possible she hired a group of people to do it. There are already some alleged connections to sex traffickers, considering that she knew about Eve’s “special Twitter accounts” before meeting her. What this means is that we are potentially dealing with someone with connections to organized crime, something I never thought my career would bring me to.

That being said, it’s unlikely to be the especially expansive and powerful levels of organized crime, or at least I hope not. If I fear that Nuppy was powerful enough that I’d be in danger writing about her crimes, I would not be writing this piece. Rather, I think that these people can get away with attempting to harm Eve because she lives in part of California where the police are especially useless, and that she has neglectful parents. They’re able to take advantage of the desolate circumstances that Eve finds herself in, so they utilize fear and force.

Meanwhile, I’m in my 30s, and I live with a family that supports me in a small, tight knit community with a police force that doesn’t have a lot to do. If harm were to befall me. Plus I’m friends with an FBI informant. Trying to threaten or intimidate me would only happen if someone had so much money that they can afford to buy out the system, and I’m not important enough to be noticed by anyone of that type. So it’s no wonder that I’ve received no violent threats towards me or my family. It is precisely because of this why I feel the need to speak out on this matter

Nuppy would later disavow the threats against Coz, putting out a video going over the threats that Eve has received, and expressing concern for her safety, as well as expressing disgust to the threats she received. However, Nuppy would make some concerning statements, such as how she “understands the frustration,” and that if her friends apologize they can still be friends. What this reveals is that Nuppy is especially child and immature, and has no sense of responsibility.

It’s hard to ascertain what Nuppy’s actual stance is, because she repeatedly speaks out of both sides of her mouth, and will often confess to certain behaviors only to go back on her own words later. She also repeatedly maintains contact with her victims, and acts as if she’s still friends with them. She seems to be incapable recognizing that she’s crossed a line, and should not be talking to her victims. As a result, she will express some level of guilt or remorse, but will never take full accountability, because she can’t stop viewing herself as a victim, in spite of the fact this this was all caused by her own actions. This only serves to demonstrate how dangerous it is for her to have a platform like this

Another matter that needs to be discussed is the posts of User Copium3000, or Jarvis as I will call them. For a brief period, they proceeded to repeatedly harass and smear Eve, making claims that she was a pedophile, and that she groomed adults into relationships. Yeah, this person had some serious issues. After numerous back and forths with Eve, Nuppy, and I, Jarvis would make a remark about someone leaking a folder full of Eve’s nudes, which would prompt both Nuppy and I to comment.

Nuppy decided to confront Jarvis for admitting to having viewed CSEM of Eve, which prompted Jarvis to turn on Nuppy.

Here you can see that Nuppy lets it slip that she had access to Coz’s nudes. “I never sent it to anyone” implies she had it, but choose not to send it. It’s just not the kind of thing someone would say if they didn’t have it.

It should be noted that Jarvis later recanted everything they said about Eve, and deleted their posts about her. It also means that these messages about Nuppy were deleted. However, I felt it was necessary to include them because Jarvis indicated that there were two copies of the files containing Eve’s nudes. One can ascertain that Nuppy containing ones of these files. As for the other, well, you were probably wondering when I would bring Usagi back up.

While both of them will deny this now that they’ve been caught, Usagi and Nuppy were friends, and the former has ardently defended the latter following the allegations against her. He even harassed me in my posts and NuppyZ, and user Yumipill captured a screenshot of Usagi following Nuppy’s Kick account and interacting in her chat following the allegations.

The most concerning development, however, was that, for a brief period, Usagi followed Eve on Twitter, and then she followed back. The significance will be revealed soon.

What most of you likely know Usagi for, was the recent leaks of her DMs with Nuppy, where multiple damning posts were revealed. These posts speak for themselves, but I will be analyzing them anyway.

These are the screenshots you all are most likely familiar with. And yeah, these are absolutely horrible. This starts with Usagi asking a number of deeply sexual questions about Eve that no adult should be asking about a minor. Some of these include whether or not she’d masturbate in VC, whether she would “fool around with her family,” whether Nuppy has tit pics of her or any of her other victims, and whether she has any videos of her performing fellatio. Usagi also states the desire to get Eve drunk, to “corrupt her” and to get her to masturbate with her own mother.

There really isn’t much to say here other than that this despicable and sickening. This also confirms the previous suspicions put forward by those such as YumiPill and Kishou that Usagi is a pedophile. That being said, there’s one other post that Usagi has been cancelled for that deserves to be brought up with this context. A post where Usagi calls for the legalization of incest.

One can see from this post that this fits the loli fash MO of framing their authentic beliefs as ironic, edgy jokes, and claiming that anyone who is offended is a woke SJW with no sense of humor. Regardless of one’s perspective on whether or not sexual fantasies like this indicate intent to harm, it’s all irreverent to this convo because we know for a fact that to Usagi, this is not mere fantasy. This is all shit he genuinely and earnestly believes.

However, we also need to discuss the fact that Usagi has confessed to molesting his six year old sister when he was 15, and to sexually assaulting a woman while she is drunk. It demonstrates that Usagi has been doing stuff like this for decades, and has always had a problem. It suddenly reframes a lot of his previous sex pesty behavior as something much more horrifying; that Usagi continuously objectifies and abuses women because he sees them as sex objects, even when they are children.

There were, predictably, some who claimed that they were cropped and could have been edited. This may have been believable if Usagi didn’t admit that they were his multiple times, and that she was undercover to expose Nuppy…

Yeah, this excuse is about as believable as Emma Bradley being hacked. The complete screenshots would later be posted.

So, we can see here that Usagi has confessed to sending a picture of her genitals to Nuppy, for her to give to Eve. Usagi thinks that this is a get out of jail free card, and it would be if we didn’t have evidence of her asking Nuppy to do so… and evidence of Nuppy sending the dick pic.

The victims also released a video recording of Usagi’s DMs with Eve. The following is a transcript of their exchange, which also occurred from August 25th to the 26th.

Eve: Hihi

Usagi: Just bored at work.

Eve: I get that except I don’t because I don’t have a job yet.

Usagi: You will someday, What city are you in?

Eve: [LOCATION REDACTED], you?

Usagi: Martinez. A little over an hour drive.

Eve: oo not bad my mom used to work out there.

Usagi: I‘m a little older than Nuppy. Just turned 41.

Eve: Honestly w respect to you, I respect the people older than me

Usagi: I’m just a weirdo. I do have to play it safe to wait for you to be 18 before an sexual talk or meet up plans but I hear it will be soon.

Eve: Oh deffo in little over a month, not too bad of a wait.

Usagi: I used to be hypersexual until I started taking depression meds. Have you graduated High School?

Eve: Yes I graduated in June but I don’t have my ceremony until January unfortunately.

Usagi: I’m sure you have ways of taking care of it. I hope you and Nuppy can hook up soon.

Eve: It will be a long while unfortunately, but something to look forward to.

Usagi: At least you 2 will stream together.

Eve: Hopefully that is soon it seems like something fun to do. Any other hobbies other than gaming?

Usagi: Not much really, I like to make alcohol drinks. I just work, game/stream, and watch Youtube sometimes. Haven’t had a long term relationship in years and haven’t been laid in 4 years lol.

Eve: I can relate to most. All I’ve had are long distance relationships and or friendships nobody local has ever talked to me before.

Usagi: Yeah it’s hard to meet people while being a homebody.

Eve: That’s the part that makes me think I won’t ever meet Nuppy… I dun wanna leave California whatsoever. I’m comfy here.

Usagi: She can move out here hopefully. I would be pretty outgoing. I just need a GF to get me to go out lol

Eve: I plan on that the day of my birthday. Hopefully it works it. (Note: This is in reply to a deleted message)

Eve: Rooting for ya!

Usagi: I haven’t really tried for a few years lol. I’m just too weird I feel.

Eve: To me there’s no such thing as too weird. I’m sure you’ll find your person one day. You’re very chill and that’s a nice trait.

Usagi: Thanks. Hopefully we can all game on stream.

Eve: That would be fun, just would have to upgrade my CPU first. Not supposed to obviously lo, but my mom lets me.

Eve: ooo I understand. (Note: This post reads as if it followed a different post. Considering that the recording showed at least one deleted post on Usagi’s side, it’s possible he deleted others to hide his tracks.)

Usagi: We will definitely make plans though. For now we shall hopefully game soon.

Eve: I look forward to that. Nice to know we have things in common.

Usagi: Honestly I’m broken. I never found a passion for a career and trying to find meaning.

Eve: I get that having a similar struggle but I likely won’t have a resolution for it.

Usagi: You will someday, just stay strong.

Eve: Thank yous.

Usagi: Are you going to go to college or just look for work?

Eve: I’m gonna go straight to work, I haven;t thought about plans for college and my family is picky about what’s chosen.

Usagi: College is a scam anyway. Your best best is to find work you enjoy.

Usagi: What’s your Twitter?

Usagi: You still up?

Eve: Sorry, I fell into the deepest of sleeps. Twitter is [ACCOUNT REDACTED].

Usagi: Followed you.

Eve: Followed back.

Usagi: How’s your day?

Eve: It’s going fairly decent. Decided to cook a special meal for my parents and now I’m going to have a relaxation session. Yours?

Usagi: I just napped all day lol. Going to get up and get ready for work in a few hours.

Eve: I hope you enjoyed your nap. I’ve barely slept but I manage.

Usagi: I need to see what you look like. Cute.

Eve: Thank you!! it’s a bit.. odd but eh.

Usagi: It is what it is.

Eve: I understand it. I’m not very social as well but it’s easier typing. In fact, I don’t speak at all in person.

Eve: Not the average mom.

Usagi: Going to play it safe and no sex talk until your birthday lol.

Eve: That’s understandable.

There are two things that one will notice about this exchange. The first is that it’s blatantly obvious that Usagi pulled an Emma Bradley and deleted a bunch of posts once he realized he could get caught. The second thing is that Usagi STILL comes across as creepy even with all the legally incriminating shit deleted. This also proves that Usagi was not only friends with Nuppy, but was also an accomplice. Usagi made several references to wanting to meet up with Eve, and considering what he talked about in those other leaked DMs, it’s clear what his intentions were.

The initial set of leaks was enough in and of itself to trigger a massive shitstorm, and Usagi made the smart move of deleting his internet presence and running for hills… just kidding, he’s literally just acting like nothing happened. This is in spite of the fact that the leaks were so severe that they made it to Kiwi Farms, where he was subsequently doxxed.

Unfortunately, that was not enough to get Usagi to fuck off, so I did some more digging using the information that was leaked as a basis. What we found is that Usagi has a lot of personal accounts under the usernames Shigman or Shiggashane. Searching these usernames brought up accounts on Kik, Snapchat, and Chatango, the three platforms that Nuppy also confessed to grooming kids through. The search also turned up results on now defuct right wing platforms Gab and Parler, both of which also had rampant issues with CSEM. And to top it all off, Usagi has a Telegram as well, because of course he does. Oh, and he has a niece who appears to be very young, which is quite concerning giving his predilections.

If I ended things off here, then this would be enough to make my case. Unfortunately, things get a lot worse when you take into account that, according to what the victims have told me in private, the threats against Eve spiked dramatically when Usagi was outted. It’s important to note that, for all of Nuppy’s immaturity and cowardice, she at least seems genuinely distraught by the harm that Eve is experiencing, so it’s unlikely that she directly ordered these attacks against her. Usagi, on the other hand, has shown no such reservations, and also is local to Eve’s area, so it’s likely that he knew some people he could hire to intimidate, or potentially even kill Eve. Also, remember some of the specific threats sent to Eve’s strawpage?

Hmm, who do we know that was mutuals with Eve and then turned on her?

Oh yeah, this one fits Usagi’s typing style and his petty racism perfectly.

Now, it’s not to say that Usagi sent ALL of those posts, but he certainly sent some of them. And he also has the personal motivation to keep Eve quiet because Eve also exposed him. Unfortunately for him, getting Eve killed would make it significantly likelier that authorities look into him. Some internet grooming shit is one thing, but when someone dies, it’s a lot harder to brush that under the rug. Especially this plan to kill Eve has been made public.

That being said, this has all taken a massive toll on each of the survivors. All four of the main victims have dealt with recurring ideations, and three of them have attempted suicide. Eve and Lisa (Golden’s niece) have survived and are experiencing intensive therapy after their attempts. Aaron however, was less fortunate. It was confirmed yesterday that Aaron, irl name Kali Garcia, has passed away, having only recently turned 18, and never having got the chance to experience adulthood.

There were numerous points in private where he alluded to knowing something that he couldn’t share in fear for his life. In private, Nuppy alluded to putting Kali on a hit list alongside Eve’s former abuser Fatima Cohen. Nuppy has repeatedly dismissed this as a joke, but considering the threats and violence against Eve, there’s likely something much darker at play here. Something that burdened him so heavily that he felt the only solution was to take his own life.

I must say, this is some new territory for me. I’ve covered some sickening and depraved people before, but this is the first time I’ve had to witness a child take his own life because of the harassment sustained by his abusers. I have been told by the victims that “we have no one else,” yet I still wish I could have done more to prevent this. I can only imagine the pain that Kali must have gone through those past few days before he took his own life, and the pain that his family must be experiencing.

Everything feels so much heavier when there’s a real, human cost involved. You’d think this would be the point where people stop and recognize that this can’t go any further. But Nuppy is still pretending that she was their friend, and even had the audacity to ask if she could attend the funeral. And Usagi hasn’t even acknowledged it. I don’t know which of these two are more disgusting, but I do know that neither of them deserve to be considered human.

The best advice I can give to the remaining victims is to stay offline and outside of view of any of these people. As for everyone else, do everything you can to deplatform these two. Contact their sponsors, report their accounts, contact law enforcement. Do everything to drive them off the internet, and then let law enforcement take care of the rest.

As I said before, it’s going to be much harder for these two to avoid consequences now that someone has died as a result of their behavior. Nuppy’s mom is a government lawyer, and there’s been some rumors that she’s used her influence to squash investigations into Nuppy as a result. I have no way of knowing if this is true, but I do have a screenshot of Nuppy admitting to having told both her mother and her therapist about her illegal behavior. Both of these people are mandated reporters, meaning they can face criminal penalties for not reporting such behavior.

The following is a list of Usagi Calamari’s (Shane Andre Smith’s) known social media accounts.

Twitter

@Born2BNoob
@GoldenXumai
@ShimikuKuzuwu
@Meliathemaid_
@MeliatheSucc
@MeliaMaid
@RadicalLoli
@UsagiCalamariVT

Youtube

Born2bNoob
MeliatheMaid
UsagiCalamariVT

Twitch

Born2bNoob
XumaiVT
MeliatheMaid
UsagiCalamari

Kick

UsagiCalamari

Rumble

UsagiCalamari

VGen

UsagiCalamari

Bluesky

@UsagiCalamari.basky.social

Tiktok

MeliatheMaid

Ko-fi

UsagiCalamari

Paypal

Born2bNoob

Venmo

Born2BNoob

Stream Elements

Usagi Calamari

Instagram

Shigman84

Facebook

Shiggashane

Kik

Shigman

Chatango

Shigman

Snapchat

Shigman

Telegram

Shigman

Gab

Shigman

Parler

Shigman

The following are pictures of Usagi known irl as Shane Andre Smith. He currently lives in Martinez California

And here we are. My final statements against this grotesque parody of a human being. I could continue in the tradition of proclaiming my disgust at the events that transpired, but I think a better question is, why aren’t you, the reader, disgusted? If you are, then channel this into action. Scroll through Usagi’s Twitter account and report all his posts (Can be found here). Also be sure to report his Twitch (here) and Youtube accounts (here), as well as his Ko-fi (here). Detailed reports with receipts are far more likely to yield results. Oh, and also report Nuppy’s Twitter (here), Youtube (here),, and Ko-fi (here).

Furthermore, if you have any information regarding these two, report it to the police, and if you have been victimized by either one of these two, report it to both your local police, and the police in Usagi and Nuppy’s respective areas. Lastly, share this information, especially if you are a part of the spaces that these two inhabited, and call out people who continue to support and defend either of these two.

Until law enforcement does their job, the best we as a community can do is push them off the internet, and deny them the power and influence that they can use to victimize more children and harm more people. People like this can only hold any influence if we, as a community, allow them to, and it is imperative that we hold a zero tolerance policy towards this type of abuse and criminal behavior. Every second we allow these two to continue holding a platform is a second we put children and other vulnerable people at risk. We already lost one life to these disgusting people, do not give them the chance to take another.